They are two travelers travelling in a desert (life) in
different directions for different reasons than how can they be together. They
met for some time and now it is time to bid good bye to each other. They are
never ONE, just the opposite of what she thought. This sand storm of her
decision has broken her heart so gravely that she has drenched in sand gold for
ever. He has taken everything she ever had in her life, her respect for herself,
her love for herself, and her sweetness for herself. She has started to taste
the sand gold now. The path she was going, had huge sand mountains but with his
presence, it brought wrath of pain in her life, which took away everything from
her. She, still is taking it positively that he came to her life to make her
strong and brave in this desert. She was a soft and simple person till he came.
She never knew what is like lying and cheating, He taught her all so that she can
fight world now. She is very happy that she can finally telling him Good Bye.
At this hour of her life, she has taken a pause with her
sadness and tears. She is tired of being sad and trying to fly high in her dark
world. Its 2 o’clock but she feel her entire world has shattered on her own
decisions. She had tried to re work on her damaged part but every time, she try,
she fail and fail and fail again. She doesn’t want to halt trying but it’s
already late and dark for her to see future. There is this want of belief to
mitigate her pain with her love. Alas! Her love has been taken away from her
long back. She never realized this, guess, it took more than a year for her
realize that he was never her. He never loved me the way she did. Now that she
is out of breath for which she has decided to free he from her and her love.
There was never a drop of respect from his side. He treated her the way he
wanted, and she was visionless to realize that he are just using her feelings
to build his fantasy castle. Life has been kind and cruel to her. If she collects
love from people, hatred came along as blessings with it. She could has never
understood that he was just playing with her emotions so that he can strengthen
his own emotions.
All She wanted, a drop of respect from he but he paid her with
agony and waterworks for every single night, she has spent with her. With every
convenient situation he switched his emotions to hurt her for his ego boost up.
If he can enjoy his nights at the cost of her discomfort, and never felt the
need to apprise her, this means she has been taken for granted as always for her
pleasure whether at his heart or his ######.
She thought he was her soul but now, that she has realised that soul is form
of energy, which can neither be created nor destroyed. Finally, she has decided
to take away this prestigious title away from him. He don’t deserve her soul,
at least. She has taken his throwing hands, his cruelties and his anguishes which
in turn has made her strongest than ever. She was a weak girl then but not
anymore. Once, She had some reason to live, but now she has no reason to justify
her existence. This chapter has closed forever from her heart and life and so is he.
RIP………………………………………->->->
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